After midnight, we'll be welcoming year 2010!
I was reading thru my resolutions & dedications written in 2008. No resolutions but some dedications in 2007.
Gawdddd, so much has changed. I don't even know where to begin.
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Year 2009 is coming to an end & it hasn't been an easy journey for me.
2009 is the year I lost all the ones who were close & dear to me in the years before.
They made my life complete before & I still cherish every memory we had together.
My teenage moments were awesome because of them & I'll nvr forget them.
"Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But we never forget them. And sometimes, it’s those memories that give us the faith to go on."
2009 is the year when I went thru the roughest beginning & I felt so messed up.
Before that, I used to think how dumb people are to actually break down just 'cos of one person.
But 's true of the statement, you won't really understand until you've gone thru it.
I still wna thank you for growing & learning w me before, stay blissful.
"It’s so amazing when you fall in love for the first time. It’s all so new. The butterflies, smiles, hugs, and all of the nights spent on the phone. What makes it even more amazing is that it never really ends. If you truly love somebody, you never really stop. You’ll move on, you’ll try to replace, but there are always going to be times when you think back to the times when you really felt alive. There will always be that one boy, that you can’t seem to forget. Eventually you’ll grow up and move on, but you can’t help but think back to that boy who changed everything for you. But sweetie, thank him. He taught you everything you’ve learned."
2009 is the year I stayed close & got closer to V, H & YS. Ever so thankful for friends like them.
They are the ones who've been w me thru the ups & downs & showed me love in a different way.
They speak freely, still sensitive of some issues, but they cared. For me & one another too.
One thing I really appreciate of them is that, we can be so honest & still not judge each other.
All the heart-to-heart talks bond us tgt & make us understand each other more.
They're like my brothers & sister & despite the bad times, I love them from the bottom of my heart. ♥
"Friends. A word uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh & talk to. Now I know that friends aren’t that, they’re the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you & they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughters and smiles. You’re tied together by love for the other. Friendship is one of the greatest things in the world."
2009 is the year I found out who my true friends were & who cared enough to stay in my life.
's been almost a year & they've nvr left me; Lisa, Aud, HQ & Emily.
The things I've said 'bout them last year in my resolution hasn't changed one bit(:
"Funny, lively & sometimes kiddish, I love being with them. Friends that are considerate & thoughtful, friends that laugh with you & friends that make a fool of themselves with you. They're like big sisters & brothers to me, so interesting to hear about what they've gone thru. Taught me important life lessons & not forgetting, loads & loads of gossips! They say friendships never last in RP but I hope ours will continue for as long as we can rmb."- 2008 dedications
2009 is the year that I made damn awesome new friends too!
My lovelies, Saleha, Jacq & PS, are the greatest. 's amazing how close we've gotten(:
They're one of the reasons I look forward to school & lessons.
Not forgetting, they always make me laugh like one buffoon too. You girls rock my socks!
"Don’t waste your time worrying about boys. Boys will come and go. Don’t waste your time caring about the people who don’t like you. Chances are you don’t like them either. Don’t waste your time worrying if people are talking about you. You affected their lives, they didn’t affect yours. Waste your time with friends. Live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it’s something you’ll regret in the morning, sleep late and when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, cause your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends, you have everything."
2009 is the year of the family, like all other years, once again!
I love my parents, despite all the arguments. Esp. mom, who's starting to become like a sister to me.
And the brother, he's really starting to grow up. (I mean, literally too!) Sometimes, he makes great company when I'm alone(:
I love all my cousins & the little ones, the aunts & uncles too. Lovely happy family!
"Too many people get caught up in what could be instead of appreciating what is. Don’t fall into that trap. Appreciate what you have & who you have, because the future can take it all away from you."
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This doesn't mean I've forgotten about the rest who've walked into my life. I am not one to forget, definitely.
We might not be in much contact alr, but I won't forget how you guys shaped my life too(:
As for resolutions, well, 've only got one & 's a secret! Hehhhh(:
Can't say I'm contented w my life right now but looking back, I'm pretty satisfied. Ha!
's time to big goodbye to 2009 & all the sad & miserable times for the year!
Happy New Year! XOXO!