"Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. But then one day you feel something else, something that feels wrong, only because it’s so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize you’re happy."
Still surreal, how everything has changed in the past month.
But I'm so very grateful and thankful for the friends that never left my side.
I've learned to accept that cycle.
Some people are meant to stay, some aren't.
"That's just who she is. She loses more because she always gives 100% of herself."
And if what my friends/family say of me is right, then I'm fine with it.
I'll continue doing so, getting myself hurt in the process, until the good one comes along & stays.
Have I mention that I'm feeling like myself agn?
No restrictions, why did I even allow myself to be restricted by you in the first place?
More so when you didn't give a damn 'bout my feelings?
I've learned to accept that cycle.
Some people are meant to stay, some aren't.
"That's just who she is. She loses more because she always gives 100% of herself."
And if what my friends/family say of me is right, then I'm fine with it.
I'll continue doing so, getting myself hurt in the process, until the good one comes along & stays.
Have I mention that I'm feeling like myself agn?
No restrictions, why did I even allow myself to be restricted by you in the first place?
More so when you didn't give a damn 'bout my feelings?