Sometimes when I say “I’m okay”, I just want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight, and say, “I know you’re not”.
I think that I’m afraid of being happy. Whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.
2827.) Happiness is a theory I will never be able to validate, or apply. I’ve been so miserable for so long. I don’t think I know how to be anything else anymore.