believe me when I say

15080.) I lost the right to miss you when I pushed you away, so I’ll say it here. Everyday I wish you were with me, I regret doing things so harshly and even though we’ll never speak again, I love you and I’ll always think of you as a friend.

15100.) Sometimes I see a picture of you happy with your new life.
I wonder if you ever feel sad. I think of all the wonderful things I have experienced since we’ve terminated our old life together. I see things that you really wanted are now accomplished. It makes me happy that although our new lives may sometimes not be as good as our old one, we are much better people because of it. We live on, we learn & we can still love.