Hi, today's sorta my first day of holidays.
Today, I spent my day rotting at home by:
- Refreshing the PP portal every hour
- Searched cupcake recipes online
- Watched re-runs of Wizards Of Waverly Place on Youtube
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So now, I'm here. On blogger. I wna rant, I needa rant.
's been months but I'm still trying. Trying to get back what all of us used to have.
Everytime I wld ask, expecting the same old answer. And everytime you wld reject, giving the same old answer.
Fine, I understood. But I didn't give up.
I found out something today. Idk if I shld believe it. I don't wna 'cos I still hope 's not true.
But if it is, I hope you know how bloody selfish & rude you are. Idk if I can ever trust you agn. Period.
I keep wondering where I went wrong. Maybe I didn’t go wrong at all. Maybe things are going to turn out the way they’re meant to and nothing’s going to stop them. Some things are easy to control and work out. But some things you just have to let go. So instead of asking why it turned out like this, I should accept that it is how it is. There is no way to change it, but I can love it. I want to love it.
Doesn't it suck when you keep getting blown off?
End of rant. Hope y'all are having a better start to your holidays, ciao.
PS. V, I don't blame you.
PSS. Totally shld have went out w gfriends instead. Miss them hella loads.